I couldn't have lived with that.
It's her guess Alan - who had already commented on how he liked her activity on Twitter - had seen the tweet and thought it was okay to penetrate her anally.
He grabbed the back of her neck and forced her head into the pillow, she claims.
Adams said she understands how damning that looks - why would someone who had just been raped post such a thing? The agent also claimed that all 'go-sees' are conducted that way for the safety of the performer but also to ensure that the performer doesn't try to book jobs directly with directors.